let go, say good bye, make choices, say hello, it’s all okay.
a) I just licked my own knee and I don’t know why
b) sometimes I push my chest together to see what I’d look like with boobs
c) An old friend just messaged me and I don’t know if he is still in love with me or not boys are complex creatures
d) I have a new name for my memoir: “I’m not taking drugs for a month, cruskits are good, never even mind…and other lies I tell myself”
e) heavily procrastinating.
my best friend chelsea is a magical human being. She has pretty long blonde hair and nice lips and she has invisible flowers surrounding her soul. Unfortunately her parents cannot see that, and the fact they are putting her down and deeming her recent decision to defer uni as a failure hurts my mind. She has so many dreams and can, and will create something beautiful for a world that sometimes seems as though there is none, and her parents cannot see that. I know it’s important for her that they respect and are proud of her, but I wish I could explain to her that if they can’t see the flowers surrounding her mind, that is their loss, and she needs to leave them be so she can really be. I hope she finds that strength, and I know that when she does, they will see it one day too.
i feel at peace with myself today. It’s really lovely.
Isn’t it crazy that even though the moon is in a whole different plane and space to humans,
and there’s no one there witnessing it,
there are planes of dirt and matter and energy in the air and it exists whole heatedly apart from us, we can’t see it, we don’t even truly know, but it’s there, existing.
My mother has been on holiday for six days now, and I have sent her four messages in that time period, of which I have not received any replies, and I know for a fact she replied to my brother on monday. I have severe abandonment issues and I am feeling VERY rejected by her right now
uuggh, bad come down
I’m not entirely sure about permanence, I’ve never experienced it, and I don’t know if I believe in it.