also My nipples are super sore and ive been having semi-unprotected shagging so uh oh fuck.
but mostly FUCK I just want to dance and be good and be in a company and I have constant anxiety about it halp.
i basically hardly ever use tumblr now; mostly because I have one day off a week from dancing/working/studying and on that day Im always hungover and sleep until 3pm, eat, then read then sleep and then my week starts again on monday.
Some weeks its glorious and other weeks i just need to crawl into bed and re-eveluate myself because i forget why and what I am doing
i havnt tumbled in so long
mostly because im busy as fuck and dying
but next wednesday i have le holidays
so ill probably end up here
i dont know what.